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Tuesday, April 03, 2007 ♥18:16
guess what?
yesterday.Nadhirah,Amirah&Nadhilah didn't come to skool.
so its like half of The BELOHZX all sick.
i gotta tell you. its so QUIET lorhs.
except before skool start.
Hang ard with Azlin as Sofia came late.
i laugh a lot with her lurh please.
ahah(:
and today Nadhirah&Amirah didn't come.
Nadhilah came!
so its kindda crappy now.
&YAY! i hope both of them come tmr.(:
training was cancelled.
awwe.
so we'll be having the training on Thursday.
AAHH! 3pm-6pm lorhs.
uhm.
tu lurh. nak GOH sangat kan?
now i feel kindda sick.
im down with sore throat.
& i guess im losing my voice soon.
but then.
i can't miss skool.
because.tmr gort PE & thursday gort NPCC training.
looks like i have to tahan lorhs.
& i got some stupid headache today when i return home.
its irritating uh.

today after skool.
i gort the math peer tutor thingy.
lunch-ed with Sofia&then went to street soccer court
actually to play soccer but then
in the end.me&Sofia watch the boys play.
ahah(:
overlooked the time
&went to to the Maths Peer tutor thingy at 3.00
15 mins late! ahah(:
sat down like some innocent girl&do my work.
ahah(:
then after the peer-tutor thingy went to watch the boys play soccer again.
i want to play but then. the boys using the court.
ahah(:
whatever.

OH PFFT!
SOME PEOPLE just spoil my mood today.
&im pissed&AM STILL PISSED!
euu can close the window now if euu want to.
im gonna go ALL CRAP now.

hey,
so what if i don't attend those jamming sessions anymore.
im still one of euu guys right?
and remember the time EUU guys say that
"euu don't mind if i don't come for those sessions on weekdays because euu guys understand."
HEY IM STILL STUDYING!
& my parents aren't those type who don't give a damn
where i go & all.
my parents are still SO CONCERN about me.
unlike your parents.
they just don't care.
i want to live a life like euu guys.
SO FREE to do anything.
and now you guys are forcing me to go to jamming sessions.
and if i don't.
euu guys will make sarcastic remarks.
OOHKAY.
im sorry.im so sorry.
euu guys can go ahead without me.
why even care to the "kid who doesn't even bother to attend this stuffs"
i don't lurhs.
but just don't like hate me for that.
its nort my fault this stuff happen
ohkay.i might be at fault.
FINE.
i promise i'll go.
i dunnoe when.
but i'll go.
one day.
PROMISE.

hokay.that's crap.
at least i gort that off my chest.

uhm
i end with something i found in my diary.
ahah(:
its crap but who cares!

when silence keep me strong,
i know its time to move on.
when pain is all i feel,
i know what i've done wrong.
when the melody breaks,
i know it could be the end.
when happiness just fades away,
i know there wasn't hope but despair.
when all i've been through is torture,
i know i have to let go.
when the sanity in me wipes out,
i know i have to getaway.
when darkness just just through,
i know i have fought.
im weaker than yesterday
but im stronger tomorrow,
my soul will let go
my soul will break free.
when two souls intertwined,
will torture makes its way through?
what will happen next?

&im done! for now.(:
ahah(:
good day people.
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